Today, I am in the mood to do something other than what I have planned.
Today's planned workout is going for a run with my co-worker ... which would be fine ... except that I want to run ... I NEEEEED TO RUN! ... not run for 30 secs then walk for 10 min and so on and so forth until we eeek out 3 miles.
What happens on my co-worker runs is: We start with go intentions and my co-worker runs out too fast in the beginning getting her heart rate all outta wack for a quarter mile and then she struggles the next 5 minutes to get it back in control and then she runs out again. I've suggested she run slower for a longer period (with which our boss and running guru conquered) but she insists that she can't run slower. I don't know if she's just being difficult of if it a geniune need for physical fitness (or a genuine concern she should get checked out by a doctor ... which everytime I mention she refuses to acknowledge).
Today I think I am just going to run my run (which is not very fast to begin with) and hope she comes along with me for what she can ... I need to run MY RUN!
No more of these crappy, I am waiting for someone else so it's ok (giving me an excuse to not do my best or push myself!)
I have been whining about the scale being stuck at the same weight for the last 2 YEARS more than usual lately and I will not fool myself into thinking ... "well, any workout is a good workout, right!" ... well, it's NOT!
T-173* to the ING Miami and counting!
I want to feel like I've run actaully ... not like I've trained half-assed and did just enough to get by! I want to TRAIN and not think about my weight and feel like I'm accomplishing something!
Watch out marathon ... HERE I COME!!!!
Wishing everyone a happy tuesday!

*173 is Eli upside down and my favorite 3 digit number :)